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hi mommy!

10:15 PM

thank you for adding me

10:19 PM

Not exactly the pfp I was expecting, but Mommy loves to see the $purt~

oh I can change it if you don't like it!

10:20 PM

before that it was just gwen from league

It doesn't really matter, I was just expecting something cuter eheh

oh sorry! it's my personal discord so that's why

10:22 PM

will that be a problem when Mommy opens up her server and you want to join?

10:22 PM

imagine if people found out~

umm I guess I'll get cross that bridge when I get to it mommy but I don't think nessacerily joining should be an issue

Celestia

imagine if people found out~

true that would be embarrassing mommy

yeah, just go along however mommy desires it~

yes mommy ofc

Maybe we could have some fun today~

I-I'd like that mommy

what do you want me to do mommy?

sorry mommy, I fell asleep

7:51 AM

Your photos were cute, could make you bust your caged balls to some of mommy's uncensored propaganda~

7:51 AM

I enjoy a good model RoseSmuggest

that would be nice mommy! I sadly have to leave for work in 20 minutes but that can be homework for me for when I get home

7:52 AM

also I'm glad you thought they were cute mommy!

Working hard for mommy? kaismug

And yes, you're cute. I was surprised you were willing to show face but mommy won't leak anything~

I figured showing my face when I had a wig and makeup on couldn't hurt

I mainly just wanted to show you that I do want to feminize

8:02 AM

yes mommy I work full time

You say whiteboi, but have you thought about HRT? Or are you on it?~

I've briefly thought about it before yes but no I'm not on it mommy

8:09 AM

I also do cage at work btw

LC71

I also do cage at work btw

8:14 AM

How long have you been caged?

a week which is the longest I've been able to go so far so it's progress!

Work for improvement, but signs of dedication

8:25 AM

Ever had a cagegasm?

thanks mommy!

8:30 AM

I have! it's easiest for me to achieve when using a vibrator on my cage

Uncensored version. Homework video, cagegasm opportunity. Vibrate that clitty and smack those balls for me~

Sure thing mommy! I'll do that as soon as I get home from work later for you

7:15 PM

I did it mommy!

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8:31 PM

8:32 PM

You destroyed those balls perfectly, leaking from that caged clitty for mommy. A defeated daughter~

8:32 PM

Homework has never been this fun before smug

yes mommy ofc! all I really am is just another defeated daughter

8:33 PM

I had a lot of fun with it though mommy getting to leak from my cage is always such a treat

8:36 PM

I really do need hrt..

Mommy has a resource list she can get you. It's a lot of information to take in, but mommy can hold your hand through it as well~

you do? that would be very helpful actually mommy

8:39 PM

I can't lie I've considered it several times for quite awhile now actually- finding your account is kinda what's pushing me to really want it right now

Nothing wrong with that being the first set. I'll get you the list when I open my computer

8:40 PM

Mommy just woke up so have to do morning routine

that would be great, thank you so much mommy!

11:41 PM

https://www.plannedparenthood.org/get-care/our-services/transgender-hormone-therapy Planned Parenthood offers HRT services. Even if you travel far, they can prescribe to a pharmacy of your choice https://getplume.co/ Option for those who prefer ordering online https://folxhealth.com/ Another option for ordering online https://hrt.coffee/ List of HRT suppliers and their payment information https://otkph.com/ Crypto alternative for anime cuties. Read their homepage and shipping page information before ordering (may take a month to arrive) Doctor/Specialist Another option is to consult a doctor. They will likely refer you to a "specialist". A viable option depending on where you live but may take multiple appointments https://diyhrt.market/ Community-driven project that provides accurate and up-to-date information for transgender DIY and the sourcing of hormones https://diyhrt.wiki/ DIY resource page https://www.reddit.com/r/TransDIY/wiki/index/ I don't reddit, but I've been told this is also a helpful resource for those interested in DIY

11:42 PM

We can discuss the details together somtime

11:42 PM

oh wow that's a lot, thank you for listing all that mommy!

what method would you recommend mommy?

It depends if you want pills or injections and if you live in the USA

I live on the east coast of the usa

1:25 PM

I think I'd prefer pills as injections sounds scarier cause needless

The first 3 options listed are all good for HRT in the US

1:26 PM

You can get pills from them too

1:27 PM

Depends if you're willing to go to a place irl or if you only want to online DIY MarineSip

online diy would be less scary cause less talking to people about it but I'd have to make sure it's a credible source

1:28 PM

I think otherwise informed consent is more affordable than plume or folx from what I can tell

1:28 PM

but going to a place terrifies me if I'm being fully honest about it mommy so diy might be the way I go

What you'll want is Estradiol pills and Bica pills

1:31 PM

Estrogen and anti-androgen (testosterone blocker) respectively

okay I can take a look at getting both of those from one of the suppliers listed on hrt.coffee

Alright cutie, I know otkph has them but it requires crypto. Mommy can help if you have questions though, including dosages

oh yes dosages and all that would be helpful to know

1:34 PM

I can get crypto to use if otkph is the best route for diy

Yes just don't use coinbase

got it, what would be good to use for crypto mommy?

1:42 PM

I'm noticing all the negative reviews on there are just transphobes

LC71

I'm noticing all the negative reviews on there are just transphobes

1:43 PM

Metamask for Etherium

1:43 PM

It's a good one

okay I'll look into rn mommy

1:44 PM

if I get estradiol pills that are 2mg how many would I need to take a day?

1:46 PM

and I guess I have the same question on bica pills that are listed at 50mg

You can start slow and improve over time

1:47 PM

So at first: 2mg estrogen every 12 hours (twice a day) 50mg Bica once a day

great thank you mommy

1:50 PM

the pricing seems reasonable on otkph

1:50 PM

I'm gonna set up metamask and then order both of those to start out

Just make sure to match exact amount (type full number)

understood mommy

They will send you an email after order too. You could always make an account on there as well

just waiting on it to process and then I can use it to complete my order for both estrogen and bica

made the ether payment to the wallet so once otkph processes it they will ship both estrogen and bica!!

can't wait to get on hrt mommy

so cute~

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1:05 AM

They should send you confirmation emails and updates. If you don't get a tracking number within a week or 2 you should shoot Lilian an email back MarineSip

(edited)

1:05 AM

Keep Mommy updated

I got my confirmation email mommy!

5:03 AM

ofc I for sure will keep you updated on it mommy

all it took was me talking to you for just a little bit to push me to actually going through with getting it I've debated trying to get hrt for such a long time mommy

5:13 AM

thank you as always mommy

Good daughter RoseSmuggest

Mommy's proud of you for going through with it~

omg I am your daughter now mommy

5:15 AM

thank you mommy I'm glad you're proud! I'm glad you've been holding my hand through what I needed to get started

Mhmm! It was always meant to happen, but it's so much easier with Mommy by your side. A defeated caged white "boy" turned into a good girl

yes mommy it's been way easier with you here

5:18 AM

no sense in me being a "boy" when I'm caged and have such a tiny clitty

5:18 AM

so being a good girl for mommy is my destiny

A good girl for life~

5:22 AM

Becoming cuter and cuter. More than just a kink

yes mommy I want to become as cute as possible

5:26 AM

I started out as a kink for me but it's way more than just one now, I've fallen so far down the bnwo rabbit whole

Many such cases of defeated cuties, and mommy supports it

5:28 AM

Feminizing Inferior whites~

it's just meant to be I suppose mommy

5:29 AM

I'm still a virgin so I've never had pussy before and never will

5:30 AM

plus since my only other sibling is my sister that means my families bloodline is going to die with me while I feminize myself

Ending your bloodline for Monmy lick

5:31 AM

It's okay, you'll be so much happier this way~

y-you're right mommy I'll be a lot happier

5:33 AM

I'd much rather get to wear cute skirts anyways and take girl pills for you

5:36 AM

I couldn't ever get a girl so I'm now becoming the girl instead (edited)

As a defeated incel you could've been gone down an u healthy and toxic route. I'm glad you decided to go down a better path, becoming a girl~

yes mommy trying to keep pretending to be a boy was not good for me at all I was so unhappy

5:41 AM

I can't wait until my pills ship to me so I can start taking them

5:41 AM

my pronouns are she/her now mommy

5:43 AM

So adorable

5:45 AM

I want you to stay safe with your identity. Face, name, etc. but hopefully in time you can share yourself as a girl for me on twitter too

I'd like that mommy! part of why I messaged you originally is because I was jealous of some of the girls that have been pink pilled by you that I saw on twitter so I absolutely would like to join them mommy

12:42 PM

Looking forward to it then~

12:43 PM

You're cute, HRT is only gonna make you cuter for Mommy RoseSmuggest

aw I'm so glad you think I'm cute mommy! can't wait to become a girl for you!

gonna have to figure out a title for my daughter

ooh yes please I'd like that mommy!

12:52 PM

I've already had my girl name picked out for a long time too mommy it's always been Lily

Lily is cute, Mommy will still need to figure out a cute title to match though

aw yay! can't wait to hear it mommy!

Mommy sleepy time, stay cute for me~

okie mommy will do!

I'm hoping once I get to start taking my girl pills it'll be easier to stay caged even longer mommy

Possibly~ HRT can sometimes lower libido, so we'll see RoseSmuggest

ohh that's true mommy

10:49 AM

I had looked at all the possible side effects earlier

10:49 AM

all good things for me

10:51 AM

Yes, all positives~

hehe yes, I'm excited to get my pills, I feel like all whitebois should become trans for you tbh mommy

So true!

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mhm! it's not like any of us would have any use otherwise

Useless white genes won't be getting passed on, much better to feminize for Mommy

yes mommy that's the only way!

A good defeated whitey RoseSmuggest

thanks mommy! I have my twitter set up to start posting as a girl too soon

Lily prepared~

mhm yes mommy I'm trying to be prepared anyways

Just be careful about your face and legal info. Mommy wants to keep you protected JibrilWink

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yes mommy I'm not going to show my face at all

Keeping you all to myself~

I appreciate you're concern for my safety mommy

In that regard

2:47 PM

The cutest of defeated snowbunny

Celestia

The cutest of defeated snowbunny

awww is that me??

2:48 PM

I love you mommyy

Mommy wuvs you too race-traitor~ (edited)

awwe hehe yes I'm betraying my race and I love it

Knowing your place so well. Such an eager girl to display your white defeat

mhm yes mommy ofc I literally check my email everyday to see if there's any updates on my hrt order

If it goes a week without a tracking number let me know. You might have to send Lilian an email to remind them~

okay mommy will do! I got my confirmation on the 12th so it's only been a few days

2:54 PM

also once you figure out a suitable title for me mommy I'll add it to my twitter bio

2:57 PM

Titles are important, but can't be forced. I know one will come in time for you though~

no worries mommy Im sure you'll come up with the perfect one for me!

2:58 PM

also when I share pictures with you it's okay for me to show my face to you mommy right?

It it's for mommy's eyes only yes~

aw ofc mommy

4:49 PM

I did get a new dress recently mommy!

So cute!~

11:56 PM

Look at you all dolled up like that RoseSmuggest

11:56 PM

Such a feminized girl

Aw thanks mommy! I love getting to do that

7:26 AM

and that's me without any horomones mommy

1:54 PM

You're gonna become even more girly for Mommy~

yes mommy that's the goal! I'll become as girly as possible for you

I emailed Lilian for an update and she said it should be shipped tomorrow I think mommy

11:41 AM

11:42 AM

Good!

11:42 AM

Cute girl pills arriving~

yes mommy I can't wait!

11:43 AM

playing games will be even more fun on girl pills

You should snort you first dosage for Mommy RoseSmuggest

s-s-nort..?

1:33 PM

wouldn't that be painful..? and bad for me..?

Would be hot~

1:33 PM

Yeah it would hit hard

1:34 PM

but you obviously don't do it everytime, only once eheh

i-

1:34 PM

I will think about it mommy once they get here but I'm not sure about that yet..

12:14 AM

Nini~

i love headpatss

Morning dopamine for Mommy?

8:00 AM

a little before I go to work mommy

8:00 AM

and thankss

Lily cute

8:01 AM

thanks mommy! Lily is my name now i shouldn't use my deadname anymore

8:04 AM

Exactly~

yes mommy! I'm also working on building up a girly wardrobe that'll suit me for when my pills arrive

Removing all your old clothes for girl clothes only?~

8:07 AM

Its fine if you need some "boymoder" outfits though

not really removing any as ill need some just in case for safety but more of just getting more girl clothes

8:08 AM

Alright~

8:08 AM

It's still a good thing

thanks mommy!

8:11 AM

I've always admired girly clothes even when I was little so getting to wear them now makes me very happy

It's about time

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mhm! now I just gotta figure out a style I wanna stick with

Its fun to experiment with different looks. But if you want to find a specific style that's fine too JibrilWink

experimenting is a lot of fun but yes I do wanna eventually find a specific style that suits me!

Looking forward to it. You could do fashion shows for Mommy

Omg that would be so much fun! I'd love to do fashion shows for you mommy

cute girl modeling for mommy~

aww I hope I'll be cute for you

I'm gonna practice makeup when I get home from work!

3:44 PM

Show mommy the results

yes mommy I will!! I'll do a little fashion show for you

10:07 PM

dressed up!

Cute gothic fit, Mommy loves the leggings and boots~

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thanks mommy! the boots are my fav

I think they fit you well goodgirlpat

10:10 PM

feminized goth girl, although the hair is more colorful

I like pink hair

10:10 PM

and thanks mommy! I feel very girly rn

A real

10:11 PM

mhm! with a locked up clitty

10:13 PM

I've gone 2 full weeks locked now that's the longest I've ever gone

Pings?

10:14 PM

Cute and caged though~

no I misspelled a lot of stuff and has to retype

Ah okie

and thanks mommy! I'm striving towards being permalocked

10:15 PM

my clitty is useless

Keep your clitty as small as possible. Small is cute, and cute is good RoseSmuggest

yes mommy I want to keep on shrinking it and shrinking it for you

10:18 PM

the smaller the better!

10:18 PM

that's why it's in a flat cage

thanks for encouraging me to make it smaller!

10:23 PM

Mommy's proud of the 2 week streak~

10:24 PM

flat cage spurts RoseSmuggest

of course, temporary unlock for cleaning if you must but no strokes allowed

yes mommy ofc! stroking is for black men aka real men only

10:25 PM

I should never ever stroke

10:25 PM

I can use my boipussy to spurt instead

only masturbating in the most humiliating and feminine ways~

yes mommy I need to feel as humiliated as possible

Ballbusting, vibrating your cage, vibrating your prostate, anal ride, vibrating plug, playing with your nipples, lots of options~

oooh yes mommy there's so many fun ways for me to make cummies!

10:40 PM

all while watching interracial porn

Good little race-traitor daughter~

aw yes mommy! my only sibling is my sister so I really will be ending my families bloodline completely

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10:47 PM

I'm gonna vibrate my flat cage until I squirtt

SPOILER

3:25 AM

wasting your inferior seed in that flat cage~

thanks mommy! it felt so pathetic but soo good

You'll have to make it a habit, caged squirts only~

yes mommy that's the only way I'll ever squirt!

7:48 PM

much more suitable for someone like me (edited)

for a girl like you RoseSmuggest

ofc mommy! I gotta get used to referring to myself as a girl

I received my tracking number for the girl pills!

10:15 PM

pills on the move~

hehe yes mommy they'll be here before I know it!

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my girl pills are scheduled to arrive today!!

girl pills acquired

1:01 AM

Mommy wishes her timing was better ah

1:01 AM

Did you take your first dose yet?~

1:01 AM

You remember what to take right?

I have I just took my 2nd bica and 3rd estrodiol this morning (edited)

7:55 AM

it's 1 bica a day and 2 estrodiol a day

2:08 PM

That's right~

2:08 PM

Although your estrogen is more effective if you take it sublingually~

2:08 PM

That's when you place it underneath your tongue and let it melt so it gets absorbed

2:09 PM

Such a cute cage too

thanks mommy!

Celestia

That's when you place it underneath your tongue and let it melt so it gets absorbed

ohh I had no idea I thought I was just supposed to swallow it

Swallowing your blocker is fine

I can try that when I get home from work this evening and can take my 2nd pill

2:11 PM

ahh good to know!

I'm officially pink pilled for the bnwo mommyy

2:13 PM

Much better to pinkpill as a girl, no need to resist

mhm I was never any good at being a male anyways I've never even been able to have a girlfriend

2:14 PM

I'll be a lot better as a girl

2:14 PM

I hope

You will be RoseSmuggest

3:20 AM

No need to say "hope"

3:20 AM

Even if Mommy busy times, you'll still be a cute feminine daughter~

Aww yes mommy I'm your feminine faggot daughter

7:40 AM

so so happy to feminize myself for you

Little gift for my daughter~

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i-...

10:12 AM

I don't wanna die....

Its okay, totally just a kink JibrilWink

ahh okk mommy

12:36 PM

i think I'd rather keep transitioning and feminizing instead of doing that

I made my first posts on twitter mommy